Morning after that new/novel, excruciating pain in my left leg experienced last night while I was wrestling with the docking station. Woke up with a dream.
I was seeing a new physician. I suspected I had a heart condition. This was my second appointment. He was presenting the results of their tests from the first visit. He was saying I was all clear from my feared diagnosis. But he enquired as to how much tension I was under. I allowed that my life wasn't that well balanced. (Thinking of my intensity-driven competitive and segmented compartmentalized life. But, I volunteered, my brother was much better off. His life was spontaneous and well balanced. He worked hard, played hard, and had lots of friends.
The way things were? No. The way things 'should have been? I'm not saying things would have turned out differently if he had lived. I'm just sayin' . . .
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